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by AlphaFemale
Sat Jul 15, 2006 2:58 am
Forum: Archives
Topic: PIC-OFF (Between Noirgrim and Lady_N)
Replies: 105
Views: 6876

Hey, just because I don't use my account anymore doesn't mean I'm not a member.
Lady N should eat a sammich;)
by AlphaFemale
Tue Jul 19, 2005 11:57 am
Forum: Archives
Topic: TR Community Competition 1: Texture Darnell's Face!
Replies: 56
Views: 6535

*Serra's theme music plays*
Hey punks! Here's my entry.
[img]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v310/Dexter_Kong/Darnelltex.jpg[/img]
by AlphaFemale
Sat Jun 18, 2005 6:29 pm
Forum: Interiors: Finished
Topic: i2-40-Tri
Replies: 17
Views: 1746

Finished.
by AlphaFemale
Tue May 17, 2005 12:32 am
Forum: Interiors: Finished
Topic: i2-40-Tri
Replies: 17
Views: 1746

A simple residential home. Small collection of Temple literature and iconography.
by AlphaFemale
Tue May 17, 2005 12:31 am
Forum: Interiors: Finished
Topic: i2-74-Tri
Replies: 20
Views: 1387

A pawnshop-style trader, with a living quarters upstairs. He will mostly deal in clothing and misc. junk, but will have a small selection of weapons and gems locked away.
by AlphaFemale
Tue May 17, 2005 12:29 am
Forum: Interiors: Finished
Topic: i2-74-Tri
Replies: 20
Views: 1387

A pawnshop-style trader, with a living quarters upstairs. He will mostly deal in clothing and misc. junk, but will have a small selection of weapons and gems locked away.
by AlphaFemale
Tue May 17, 2005 12:26 am
Forum: Interiors: Finished
Topic: i2-40-Tri
Replies: 17
Views: 1746

A simple residential home. Small collection of Temple literature and iconography.
by AlphaFemale
Tue Apr 26, 2005 1:34 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: Girls Thread! Free..... um... stuff!
Replies: 16
Views: 2043

Well, look at it this way. We have bragging rights. The boy's thread was closed because it was full of insecure children, and ours is still open.
Nya-nya-nya-nya.
by AlphaFemale
Sun Apr 24, 2005 12:31 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: Girls Thread! Free..... um... stuff!
Replies: 16
Views: 2043

COME ON GIRLS!!! The boys thread is a big hit!, lets show em with some girl power! Hehehe, have you read the boy's thread? I would compare it to a playground full of six year olds running around screaming at the top of their lungs. We've got class. And an awesome Rush CD. *puts Moving Pictures in C...
by AlphaFemale
Thu Apr 21, 2005 11:53 am
Forum: Archives
Topic: Objects of Tamriel, a Disaster
Replies: 65
Views: 6022

I'm not one to point fingers, and I usually don't post on the forum unless there is something seriously wrong, but this is one of those situations. Model reviewing is going down the toilet. Do you guys even look at the models beforehand? I was working on my OE interior claim earlier, and saw meshes ...
by AlphaFemale
Tue Apr 19, 2005 1:13 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: Girls Thread! Free..... um... stuff!
Replies: 16
Views: 2043

I'm Dexter's girlfriend. I am helping him with Old Ebonheart, and after that, will be working on the castle interiors.
I don't post much, but now and then I drop by to kill people. My hit list includes:
Majra
Graff
Stalker
Stumpy
Next time war is declared, odds are I'll be there.
by AlphaFemale
Tue Mar 29, 2005 11:41 am
Forum: Archives
Topic: Real training NOT JUST PUSHING A BUTTON!!
Replies: 42
Views: 4395

So, let me try and understand this fully. You want to pay an NPC for training. During this training, you will practice your skills on the NPC, allowing you to level up without causing the NPC to turn hostile. So tell me, how is that any different from the current system? The only difference I see is...
by AlphaFemale
Thu Mar 17, 2005 12:36 am
Forum: Archives
Topic: Happy St. Patrick's Day
Replies: 29
Views: 2219

Happy St. Patrick's Day

If I don't take offense to this, none of you should.
http://www.whatarerecords.com/oldpub/
by AlphaFemale
Tue Mar 08, 2005 2:33 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: If you could mod Vvardenfell...
Replies: 13
Views: 1073

You mean besides the perpetual GWAR concert that would be going on in the Vivec palace? I would like to see better NPC AI, and more options for your character. It would be cool if you could progress as a character without having to go on killing sprees all the time. And the acrobatics skill is horri...
by AlphaFemale
Tue Mar 08, 2005 2:26 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: How tall are you?
Replies: 46
Views: 3926

:)
You kids and your wishful thinking.
I'm, 5'2.
by AlphaFemale
Fri Feb 04, 2005 12:20 am
Forum: Archives
Topic: Necromancer Armor
Replies: 11
Views: 1371

I think clothing would be more appropriate. If you look at the Necromancer skills, Unarmored is one of the minors, but no other armor skills are included. If a Necromancer robe or set of gloves are included, they should be very rare. Since Necromancers are hunted down in Morrowind, you won't see too...
by AlphaFemale
Tue Feb 01, 2005 5:38 am
Forum: Archives
Topic: How to you imagine people
Replies: 99
Views: 8690

Dexter: A gothic viking (Maybe like Ozzy Ozborne). How to piss off Dexter: 1. Call him gothic It seems that over the Internet, everyone says he looks like Jesus or Legolas (see Stumpy's pic of him Lady Nerevar posted). In real life, my Dex is 6'3 and around 255. But yeah, he has long blonde hair, b...
by AlphaFemale
Wed Jan 19, 2005 1:41 am
Forum: Archives
Topic: Kemel-Ze Detailing Team Recruiting [Full]
Replies: 26
Views: 3309

I'm in.
by AlphaFemale
Sat Dec 04, 2004 6:03 am
Forum: Archives
Topic: BREATHTAKING!!!!!
Replies: 22
Views: 2742

Bah, he may be 6'3 and weigh 245 pounds, but honestly, has anyone on this forum ever seen him say or do anything that would indicate hostility? Oh wait... Anyways, if you want to do a "test claim", why don't you select a cell you would like to do (it doesn't matter if it is claimed or not)...
by AlphaFemale
Thu Dec 02, 2004 5:21 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: BREATHTAKING!!!!!
Replies: 22
Views: 2742

Oo look, a prospective scripter. Excellent... *rubs hands together* Any-hoo, get familiar with the claim system. NPC claiming is similar to any other sort of claiming. You start a thread claiming an interior/exterior, describe what kind of NPCs you will place there, and a moderator will tell you any...
by AlphaFemale
Tue Nov 30, 2004 11:40 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: Spam and Flame/Gooble and Stumpy
Replies: 43
Views: 4218

I know I don't post much, so some of you may think that I am not an active member. However, some of us don't have to be in the top 10 forum posters to be classified as "active". I try to stay on the sidelines, and not get involved in stupid arguments. However, this is rediculous. Here is w...
by AlphaFemale
Mon Nov 29, 2004 9:22 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: Are they really ghosts?
Replies: 47
Views: 3343

If that were true, then don't you think that there would be quite a few ghosts haunting you? As the PC, you cause quite a few deaths. Of course, you don't HAVE to cause many deaths, but my first character killed off everyone in the Telvanni cities. The guards respawned, of course, but that isn't imp...
by AlphaFemale
Mon Nov 29, 2004 9:08 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: Are they really ghosts?
Replies: 47
Views: 3343

In my opinion, if it was possible to come back from the dead to seek vengeance upon the person or people who caused your death, don't you think that we would have heard about it by now? People get killed all the time in Tamriel. You would think that with all the death, you would see the Ancestor Spi...
by AlphaFemale
Wed Nov 17, 2004 2:34 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: Endless World
Replies: 15
Views: 1013

I haven't heard a peep from the Fighters, Thieves, or Mages guilds. The Morag Tong does not have much in the way of organization, but it at least has some quest ideas.
by AlphaFemale
Wed Nov 17, 2004 2:27 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: What is TR's stance on transport to the mainland?
Replies: 42
Views: 2692

*shrugs*
Let the Core figure it out. It is something we will have a hard time doing. It would be almost impossible to add links from Vvardenfell to the mainland without changing Vvardenfell.
The player can always just swim anyhow, it is only four or five cells between the landmasses.
by AlphaFemale
Mon Nov 08, 2004 5:55 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: New video by Nemon
Replies: 4
Views: 352

Oooo, I agree, post this on the ESF. But only if there is an existing Tamriel Rebuilt related thread. The last thing we need over there is more idiots yelling "TR IZ STOOPID!!!"
by AlphaFemale
Sat Nov 06, 2004 8:17 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: Newcomer again...
Replies: 6
Views: 387

Hey! I just want to apologize in advance if you witness a certain Wooty doing a certain dance...
by AlphaFemale
Sat Oct 16, 2004 5:35 am
Forum: Archives
Topic: Idea: Stricter Criteria for Joining Guilds
Replies: 19
Views: 1390

I thought that ordinator was a temple rank... nothing more... I mean I know it's house Indoril but there IS no indoril faction in-game, so they were just thrown into the temple. You're sorta right. There is no Indoril faction, but there is not Ordinator rank in the Temple ranks. I think that all Or...
by AlphaFemale
Fri Sep 17, 2004 5:00 am
Forum: Archives
Topic: Great House Dres
Replies: 39
Views: 2828

Also, why weren't House Dres/House Indoril required to name the player Hortator for the main quest? Why was it only Hlaalu, Redoran and Telvanni?
Because they weren't in the original game?
I think Bethesda was under a time constraing and couldn't add them in, so you had to go with what they had.
by AlphaFemale
Thu Sep 09, 2004 8:40 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: New Moderator!
Replies: 45
Views: 3995

I'm Internetless for a week and this is what I miss!
Congradulations Hermit!
by AlphaFemale
Thu Sep 02, 2004 3:22 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: Old Ebonheart
Replies: 132
Views: 10483

Oh don't worry so much about it. He knows what he's doing. We will not have internet access in our appartment until the 10th (next Friday), but I can say that he has already started working on his part of the claim. So far what I have seen is very nice.
So stop worrying so much.
by AlphaFemale
Thu Sep 02, 2004 3:18 pm
Forum: Concept Art
Topic: thread02
Replies: 145
Views: 23318

I think it is perfect the way it is. If it was a marine animal, its tenticles would have more surface area to allow it to swim better. The gas sacks on the head (those are gas sacks, right?) are a cool way of allowing it to fly.
by AlphaFemale
Sat Aug 21, 2004 8:19 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: Fishes Fishes Nice to Eat
Replies: 33
Views: 2016

I think we should be careful with sea creatures. The seas of Morrowind, at least on the northern coast, would be pretty inhospitable. This is due to the immense abount of ash that blows into the sea, making it very hard for fish to breathe. On another note, we should also extend Morrowind's insectoi...
by AlphaFemale
Sat Aug 21, 2004 8:12 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: The New and Improved uber creature guide
Replies: 54
Views: 10779

We can assume that Durzogs are at least as smart as modern-day dogs. Since they are obviously under the Goblin's control, we know that they at least obey simple commands such as "stay", "attack", "stop", "come here" and so on. They may be able to communicate w...
by AlphaFemale
Thu Aug 19, 2004 7:15 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: Dwemer and magick
Replies: 37
Views: 2448

I am a bit biased towards Dexter's side (we do sleep in the same bed, after all), but I have never seen any lore that would suggest that mages are as rare in Dwemer culture as you suggest. And if there is no lore suggesting so, don't we have to assume that the proportion of magicka-users is the same...
by AlphaFemale
Wed Aug 11, 2004 3:30 pm
Forum: Literature
Topic: Final Confessions and Last Resort [Added]
Replies: 0
Views: 1157

Final Confessions and Last Resort [Added]

Final Confessions and Last Resort
by Salar Nydendan

I am ashamed. I never thought it would come to this. I am broken, sobbing, and desperate. I am a shadow of the man I once was. My dignity is gone. I have nothing left in this life. Everything that I have loved or cared about is gone from me. This is my final testament.

My life was not always so.

Once, I was a respected Mer of House Indoril and a Temple Ordinator on top of that. Such was my skill and standing that I was stationed nowhere other than Vivec city at the High Fane, where I frequently policed the Saint Olms canton. I spent the first sixty years of my service as an Ordinator on that patrol. My record was exceptional. I managed to arrest some of the most notorious criminals in the city, including a band of Morag Tong impersonators, and a thief who bad been robbing Hlaalu nobles blind.

When I celebrated my 150th birthday, the Temple announced a raid against a series of Daedric shrines in the Ascadian Isles region. I was one of the first Ordinators selected for the duty. I was honored beyond words at my promotion. Three days later, I found myself amongst twenty-nine of my Indoril kin, all of us fully-armored, sailing on the three ships that carried us on the raid.

Our first target was on a small island to the west of Vivec. We attacked under the cover of darkness, slaughtering the handful of followers with no losses ourselves. We then set about burning their books and destroying everything else the Temple had labeled as heretical. Our final action was to topple the statue of Mehrunes Dagon. We left the shrine a broken, burning wreck.

And so it went on like this for a month. We attacked and destroyed twelve bases for Daedra worshippers, losing only six of our brothers. Each of our kin that fell did so in the most glorious and honorable of ways, fighting to the last breath against the enemies of the Tribunal Temple.

Our final target was far south of Tel Branora. It was the largest shrine we had encountered yet. Even in the dead of night, the infernal place seemed to glow with a sickening light. We anchored and rushed at the entrance to the shrine, seeing only one guard on duty. As we came at him, a look of sheer delight crossed his face.

“Visitors, come to kill us all! Take our heads, friends, they’re no good to us anyhow. Leave our feet though! We can’t dance without our feet!â€Â￾

He broke into a fit of laughter and fell to the ground, holding his sides as tears poured down his face. I ended his life, feeling a mix of utter revulsion and pity.

We stormed into the shrine, cutting down dozens on the worshippers. As we reached the first room of the shrine, we saw Khajiit and Argonians dressed as House Dres nobles, and Dunmer dressed as slaves crawling on the ground. The beasts were pretending to whip the Dunmer, and all were giggling at what they must have viewed as a highly comedic play. We cut them all down before they registered our presence.

In the second room, men and Mer were wearing pants on their arms, shirts on their legs, shoes on their hands and gloves on their feet. They were all dancing in perfect synchronization with each other, although no music could be heard. Unlike the previous room, these loons turned on us the moment we opened the door, attacking us with bare hands and claws. Some even bit into our armor. The fight lasted only a few minutes, and although none of us were killed, two of our men received broken limbs, and one was knocked unconscious. We split up, ten of us going left, and eleven going right. I was one of those that went right, and we passed through several rooms with no event. Eventually we entered a small room. It appeared empty, but as the last of us passed through the doorway, the door slammed shut behind us, and three Golden Saints materialized out of thin air and laid into us. Our ebony weapons met their Daedric blades, and we were able to send them back to Oblivion, but not before losing seven comrades.

We were disheartened, but forced ourselves to push on. We finally entered the main room of the shrine. The room was dominated by a huge statue to the Mad God. What we saw in this room horrified us.

Children, no older than eight, were playing with the corpses of our brothers that had separated from us. Some were wearing pieces of Indoril armor, pretending to be Ordinators themselves. Others were jumping up and down on the dead bodies, squealing in delight. I saw one using a severed head as a puppet.

Our rage and horror were beyond words. In our state of blind fury, we ran into the room, hacking the children to pieces. Some cried as we attacked, others laughed. Some simply sat and stared at us.

Of the thirty of us that had set out, there were seven of us left, three of which were injured. We backtracked and recovered our injured brothers, and brought them to the main room of the shrine. We set about our work with heavy hearts, burning the books and destroying the blasphemous material. When it came to toppling the statue, it took us two hours. While twenty of us could have done it in a matter of minutes, the handful of us that remained had quite a difficult time.

By this point, our unconscious brother had regained his senses, and was able to help us. For the entire two hours we were working to bring down the statue, I felt its eyes on me. Each time I looked up at it, it was staring straight back at me, a cocky smile on its face. Even as its ankles cracked and it fell off its base, I swear it was staring at me, all the way down on its fall to the floor.

The seven of us returned to Vivec and were celebrated as heroes. I was able to retire to a small house in Methren-Ruhn. Life was treating me well. I met a weaver’s daughter and married her. We had a son together. I was truly happy.

Then the voices started.

They were subtle at first, whispering strange suggestions into my ears at the most bizarre times. At the market, I would suddenly get the urge to throw fruit at someone for the comic value. My mind would tell me to trip a woman carrying a box of glasses, just to see them shatter. A voice would provoke me to start singing and dancing in the middle of a crowded bazaar. Silly stuff, really. Although I now realize I should have immediately gone to the Temple for help, I paid the voices no heed. Even though as the years went by, the voices became more numerous and insistent, I still did not obey them.

I believe this was the turning point in my life, where I officially started down the path of madness. At the time I did not realize it, but I now know that when I was refusing to obey the voices, I would do so out loud. Oh, what my wife and son must have thought of me then, a decorated Ordinator and member of House Indoril talking to himself about the most ridiculous of subjects.

The voices began to control me, however. It came to a point where I could no longer tell the voices from my own intuition and reason. Those days were my most shameful. I have no recollection of what I did. The acts of madness that I undoubtedly committed were as normal to me as working in my garden. All I know is that by the time I regained my distinction of reality and insanity, my wife and son had left me. I never saw or heard from them again.

I slipped into a deep depression. The voice no longer spoke to me. I was left to exist in the ruins of what my madness had left me. I had created multiple drawings of smiling faces on the wall by stabbing the wood with a fork thousands of times. I had somehow attached all my furniture to the ceiling. My urns had been broken open, and the pieces had been glued back together to form a giant sculpture of a fish.

And the worst part was that I felt lonely without the voices. As much as it sickened me, I knew deep down that the voices were what kept me company. I was happy when I was mad, and now that the voices were gone I was depressed. It was horrible, but I actually began to wish for the voices to come back. Each day was worse than the last. After a few months, I was reduced to a mewing wreck, curled into a sobbing ball on the floor, whispering through tears for the sweet madness to take me away from this horrible, lonely world that it had created for me in the first place.
And I remained in solitude for more days than I could count.

I awoke one morning to the sun on my face, stinging my red, dry eyes. I rose off the hard floor of my house, and made my way to a cupboard, where I had some pieces of stale bread. I took out the remainder of my food and set it on the counter, next to my water basin. I would have to get more later, meaning I would have to leave my house and expose myself to the outside world. I was afraid, people whispered about me behind my back.

I looked at my reflection in the water basin. My skin was dirty, and sagging off my thin face. My eyes were sunken deep into my skull, and I had lost most of my hair. The tips of my ears were beginning to droop. I stared into that water basin for longer than I can recall. I must have dozed off.
When I came back to my senses, I saw that a different face was in the basin. It was handsome, with a well-trimmed goatee, carefully groomed hair, and piercing eyes. The face in the basin smiled at me.

“Boo,â€Â￾ it said.

I almost had a heart attack.

By the time I was done screaming, the basin was flipped over, with the last of my clean water until the next rainfall absorbing into the floorboards. My heart was slamming in my chest, and I was heaving to catch my breath.

Did I imagine that?

“No, you did not, dear Salar.â€Â￾

That voice! It was as if all the voices were speaking to me again! But it was a single voice. I searched around the room for the source.

I didn’t see it at first. Then I looked up at my ceiling. Sitting on a chair fastened to the ceiling, quite upside-down, was an apparition of what could only be the Laughing God.

He regarded me from the ceiling, smiling a wicked half-smile, and floated out of the chair. He rotated in mid-air, righting himself as he set down on the floor in front of me. The way he stood, one hand on his hip and one resting on his cane brought a flashback of all those years ago when I was in the service of the Temple as an Ordinator, of the statue that I and my six comrades had to bring down by ourselves. It was him.

“Oh dear boy don’t look so shocked, I thought you would be glad to hear my voice again, let alone see my apparition.â€Â￾
I was stammering for words. Was this what I had prayed for?
“I’ll be honest old boy. I am a busy Daedra. I have work to do. I offer you a choice. You can come with me, and be lost in the delightful mindlessness that I will bestow upon you. Or, you can stay here and be miserable.â€Â￾

My mind raced. The implications of his words set in. Yes, this was the Mad God standing in front of me. Yes, he was offering to answer my prayers. Then why was I hesitating?

Honor?
Did I still have honor?

Yes, I did. Not much, but I did. I gathered my courage and spoke to him.

“Come back in a day. I need to take care of a few things. Then I will give myself to you.â€Â￾

“Fair enough, but do be ready when I get here. I don’t like to be kept waiting. There is far too much fun to be had to just sit around and wait all day.â€Â￾

With that, he was gone.

I searched my house frantically for ink, a pen and paper. What I wrote then is what you are reading now. I stayed up for 24 hours straight, organizing my thoughts and writing them down.

So this is it; my last confessions.

To my Indoril and Temple brethren, I am sorry. For every year I was in service to the both of you, I was happier than I could have imagined. May Great House Indoril and the Holy Tribunal Temple live on to see the end of this world, and beyond that too. Although I have failed you both, I owe you as well. While I may not have fallen from grace had I not been an Ordinator, my life would not have been filled with the righteous thrill that one can only get from doing the holy work of the Tribunal, bless them thrice each and thrice again.

To my wife and son, whose names I am not fit to even write, for they have brought me too much joy to measure, I hope you have moved on and have found a better life away from the raving madman that was once your husband and father. I never wanted anything but the best for you, and I hope that when I die, I can look upon you from the next life and see you smile.

And to the reader, I have an explanation. I am not happy to join the ranks of loons that serve the Laughing God. It has become a necessity. I have nothing left in this world. I hope that as I join the Mad God and lose my mind, one day a warrior of the Temple will come and take my life, as I did so many years ago. Perhaps then I shall be absolved for my sins, and my spirit will be able to join my ancestors.

It has been 24 hours. I see him now, standing in the corner, twirling his cane idly. I best not keep him waiting. I never thought that my last resort would be to allow a Daedra to take my mind. May the Holy Tribunal have mercy upon me.

Farewell
Salar Nydendan

Kinsman of Great House Indoril
Diviner of the Tribunal Temple
Loving Father and Husband
Disgraced and a Failure, to be absolved in Death.
by AlphaFemale
Tue Aug 10, 2004 4:06 pm
Forum: Archives
Topic: Last Confession and Last Resort
Replies: 2
Views: 354

Last Confession and Last Resort

Sorry to double-post this, I guess a mod should delete the other thread in the Lit section. Genre: Religious (POSSIBLY misc.) Setting: Ascadian Isles Region, Morrowind, and Methren-Ruhn, Morrowind. Date unspecified. List of Characters: Salar Nydendan Plot: * Salar, an Ordinator and member of House I...
by AlphaFemale
Tue Jul 27, 2004 3:15 am
Forum: Archives
Topic: Old Ebonheart
Replies: 132
Views: 10483

I get the same error message about the broken archives. Have you guys run the cleaning tool on it?
by AlphaFemale
Tue Jul 27, 2004 2:35 am
Forum: Archives
Topic: Old Ebonheart
Replies: 132
Views: 10483

I mean of the castle itself. I hope you guys would have put more than crates in Old Ebonheart...
by AlphaFemale
Tue Jul 27, 2004 2:32 am
Forum: Archives
Topic: Old Ebonheart
Replies: 132
Views: 10483

Could you guys post some screenshots? That would be a lot more convenient, since lots of people here don't always access this forum on a computer that runs the CS.